In Loving Memory of Duncan

March 11, 2002 ~ October 9, 2010

This has to be the hardest entry in my blog I have to write and it has taken me until now to be able to sit down and do this. On October 9th, 2010 we had to put Duncan to sleep. I walk around every day with such a heavy heart and can't seem to go a day without tears streaming down my face over the loss of my best friend. I know in my heart I made the right decision for him. He was having so many health issues and they were getting worse the past couple of months. I tried to do all I could for him to make him as comfortable as I could. But I finally had to open my eyes and see that I was being selfish in keeping him here with me and I couldn't continue to watch him struggle with everyday things any longer. His body was shutting down no matter how much care I gave him. So I finally had to put him before myself and do what was right for my puppy.

I can't begin to explain the emptiness I feel every day, from the time I get up until the time I go to sleep, with Duncan not here anymore. We did everything together. No matter where I was, or what I was doing, Duncan was either right there with me (my big helper), or waiting for me to finish with what he wasn't able to help me with.
Duncan was so very special to me and I don't know if this pain is ever going to go away. I miss Duncan with all my heart and I hope he is healthy and happy now. I pray to God that one day I will be able to be with my puppy again at The Rainbow Bridge.

Love you Duncan, miss you so much. 'Night sweetie ♥

My last few hours with Duncan (Thank you Jerry for taking these, I will always cherish them)

Love you mister. Life is very lonely without you.

You were the best ♥